Silly things we do to stay crazy and halt our own EVOLUTION
Muktananda's cook, Nala, was an American born Jew, in his own right, a guru who apprenticed and worked for the great holyman for a few decades. He told me that M. said that we narcissistic, 'overly mental' humans have a tendency to collect drama and injustices taking perverted zest in creating a LIBRARY OF OUR own DRAMA.
Nala said that the primitive human mind and neurotics (most of humanity) live in this figurative library of Alexandria which they continually peruse, every book with a similar title, 'The Sorrow of Me and how I need you to dispel my blues." "The Bad Treatment Someone Gave me today,' The DRAMA of My Struggle for a Career." and let's not forget "The Hardships of my breakup." and "The Day I knew what I wanted to be." "and how poor I am,how badly I eat." On and on a thousand "me me me" titles. All are loosely based on "My Sorriest Day" but rarely "My BEST day." as A.) Humans are fascinated with BEING A VICTIM They collect injustices.
B.) their litany of horrific stories totally BANS THE real LUCK from coming. They get irritated, mewly pukey neurotic and sadmug as they age. They will always be upset and needing a shoulder to cry on.
Nonetheless, they love to go THRU these tragic titles, just rub up against them, discussing them earnestly with their closest ties, wanting to share one drama after the other. Some are small and dull, most are 1% poignant, 99% boring.
Yet this is their prime interest. They are fascinated with their own crap like a baby playing in its diaper. They just love the drama of their story, and especially current experiences which they are driven to want to share as INTERESTING which it is NOT. It's their narcissistic ME LIFE. Fascinating only to them. Wouldn't be a problem, they don't hurt anyone, they just bore them to death.
That isn't exciting news, PUTIN today shot the 8th of the UKRAINE leaders, making it the 8th apparent suicide. Now that is an interesting trend. Let's talk about how strange yet handy it is to have a professional KGB man as president. Or look at the business page. GUERILLA CAPITALISM type COTTAGE INDUSTRIES with online bazaars featuring home made Artisany is going to be huge as ETSY debuted as an IPO the day I write this. 1.78 Billion dollar value. Enables guerilla capitalists to make a great living. Probably not having to pay taxes. I THINK THIS IS a FASCINATING tool.
But hey, no way for the ME AND MY DIAPER CONVERSATIONALIST to have time for ANYTHING INTERESTING as their own diaper is so fascinating!
Want to taste this stuff? It's very interesting!
At least I find it to be. It's all I want to talk about.
A variation on this is the dumb person who will go through their day with you in UTTERLY BORING MINUTIA. "I was going to make Spanish rice, but I cooked stuffing." Only interesting to them. "Because I found stuffing half price on the marked down shelf." Invariably they will return to the DRAMA " My boyfriend is in a bar drinking right now and I MADE SPANISH #$&(# RICE from scratch! (Huh? A half price box isn't scratch babbbeeee.) -- and he didn't come home for dinner." which provokes an hour long tale of how last weekend, they had a fist fight and he pushed her across the room and he dialed 911 when she started beating on his chest and when he saw the scratches and bruises she was leaving on him he said the COPS will definitely arrest YOU,--- YOU BITCH and that really got her mad, then all the details of how she pulled the phone out of the jack with a big yank and screamed, 'they'll arrest you too. I'll tell them to. You wanna get arrested? GO ON DIAL the COPS!" And he didn't. Actually, that story wasn't all that boring but when it got to the crux of what she had done that made him FURIOUS in the first place? Though I queried repeatedly she wasn't telling. She said she couldn't remember. So there are censors in that library. This kind of stuff went on weekly for years.
Of what GOOD was it to go through her diaper with her as she didn't want to even LOOK at the causes, or what she did to start this off. The provocative word or deed was eliminated from the telling. I'd seen her do it in a dozen places with other people, always women, screaming at strangers in gas stations, cafes, markets so I know this sort of INTERIOR SORROW and ANGER AT WOMEN was because her mother knew she was going to leave baby at the hospital with nurses, knew it for 9 months, then did it. The infant was left screaming in a nursery for a few months until they got her adopted. NEVER EVER GET AN ORPHAN as your ADOPTED CHILD! ASK MIA FARROW whose beloved daughter STOLE WOODY ALLEN from MOM and two other orphan siblings killed themselves. They are too damaged, too early, way down in the cuticle of their circuits.
So let's talk about CAUSES OF THESE HEAD TRIPS: pre natal vs. neo natal trauma and the scar tissue it leaves, which turns humans into monsters. Read those then GOOGLE damage/ childhood. neo natal pre natal crime violence etc. PSYCHOSIS.Best writing ever is on this subject.
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