HEADLINE: OLD WEARY PHILOSOPHER ASSAULTED BY YOUNG STUDENTS SHE IS TRYING TO PROTECT!
To get world class beauties to read "HOW TO MARRY A BILLIONAIRE and do charity work with his billions," I put ads at CRAIGS LIST "BEAUTIES, the BEST JOB IN SHOW BIZ is not BIKINI SHOOTS, NOT ACTING on LAW & ORDER, NOT MODELING for SEARS catalogues, NOT BEING A ROCK STAR...welllll, maybe this LAST! As none of that lasts or gives you even close to the salary of a JC PENNY SALES CLERK. BEST JOB OUT THERE IS MARRYING WELL!
Two lovely girls who saw my ad at the CRAIGS LIST "ACTRESSES SEEKING TALENT JOBS" section, saw "GET OUT OF SHOW BUSINESS, dummie, MARRY A WEALTHY BRILLIANT MAN!" wrote me angrily this morning. They basically said the same thing. "Your training site is fine; there's only one thing awry I'm afraid... There is no "luck" in love. Love is a thing in and of itself. There are no rules. There is no motioning (?) of it. There is no controlling or containing it. It is an impulse placed within us. It makes the world go round. You either have love or you don't. You are love or you aren't. You live love or you die. Love is simple. To teach the lost otherwise is sad in some senses. To bear the karmic implications of that might be a heavy load. But I have faith that LOVE WILL PREVAIL. It always does in some way, shape or plane. I wish you love, and the ETERNAL HAPPINESS that is its gift. signed ZIA"
Zia, You like THE LUCK IN LOVE WEBSITE is what you probably meant, then you say "There is no luck in love."
I feel that there CAN BE GREAT LUCK especially when you are not looking to be immersed to the collarbone in pulsating passion and hot juices! Especially when you are respected, adored by a great man who sees that YOU LOVE THE ENTIRE WORLD, especially the third world villages where babies die daily by the hundred. Especially when he enables you to do import/export businesses, training villagers to make gorgeous products that allow the third world mothers to enter world economy and not earn the l0c an hour they give there, in that NIGERIA or THAILAND....for picking up glass bottles on the trash pile!
"Love is a thing in and of itself. There are no rules. There is no motioning of it. There is no controlling or containing it."
ZIA, TRUE, I've been there and it stole my life from me. BOILED IN OIL for 30 years of BEING MADLY IN ADORATION with a married, old, randy cheating screenwriter fellow. That is passion. GREEK ROOT of the word is 'suffering,' And boy oh boy, is it an addiction. Once it starts, it's like mold or fungus. It cannot be stopped. It eats you up, lives on your corpse even. For years I told myself, I CANNOT GO WRONG if I follow my heart. This must be good. Today, one of my four kids is in a madhouse. He grew up with this mother who had passionate love in her heart every second of every day. I guess he got contact radiated!
You also said: "It is an impulse placed within us. It makes the world go round.
JEEZ, Zia, I HEARD THE WORLD ECONOMY makes the world go round, the one that the VILLAGERS in third world aren't a part of. Their babies die, 30,000 a day because all the beauties want the candida in their veins, not a design/ manufacture, export biz ! SURE passion makes the world spin as if you were on a carousel 24/7 is that what you mean? It's the biggest trip there is? Thirty years later my guy dropped dead and didn't mention me in his will. I shoulda had a V-8!
She also said: "You either have love or you don't. You are love or you aren't. You live love or you die.
Hey I'm all for the love that you LIVE IN. That love is THE SPIRIT OF GOD, that holy spirit that filled GANDHI so that he loved the sudra cast and that spirit made him so powerful that when he spoke to a few people in a church, about liberating the sudras from the clasp of the oligarchs, the deadly clasp that kept them SLEEPING ON BOXES in alleys....they all joined the picket. And when he had a thousand in a picket, the entire country joined in and picketed. And they ousted the ENGLISH and developed their own economy with profits for INDIA and for INDIANS, not for BRITS!
THAT is the important spirit of LOVE we can't live without, to love the sudra class, yet we do live without it. WE DO NOT EVEN THINK of the under caste. All we think of is having a hunk love us, loving a hunk. TINGLE in your pink parts as Church lady would call it. THE TINGLE THRILL. The supereme addiction that keeps women in bondage. TO INFERIOR MEN, ungrateful men.
YOu also said: "Love is simple. To teach the lost is sad in some sense"
Zia, I don't recommend teaching the lost. I write to beauties at Craigs List. THEY ARE NOT LOST, even if seeking jobs as strippers, even if demented and ambitious,vain and wanting fame, they seek CUTE GUYS, or worse, seeking SHOW BIZ in HOLLYWOOD or NEW YORK. I did that last one at age l8. I understand how easy it is to FORGET that our beauty was given us to do bigger things. I starred in one film, guest starred in 50 tv series episodes, today I watch my pal Sally Kirkland who even got nominated best actress for "ANNA" in1988, same age as I am, living alone in an apartment in West Hollywood finally with her Screen Actors Guild pension coming in......but old beauties are a sad lot. Most of us actresses did not get regular film work over the last 50 years and had to drop out of the guild and its expensive dues and have no pension at all.
So I was dumb about money, but also about LOVE. I was a slow learner, It took me 30 yrs of delighted passion dating a man who saw me on his terms, on dates he was free....to see the power a beauty has. Because I looked around and saw the really great women doing the GREAT MARRIAGE THING. THEY didn't have to kill themselves doing horoscopes one after the next to make the rent and feed four fatherless children. (I'd walked out on a Mexican marriage, drove 4 kids out of Mexico. Divorce gringa style.)
A beauty has no idea how she could change the world thru her husband's money so she dates punks and hunks and waits for passion to strike. HOW IGNORANT. MONKEYS do that. Humans don't have to.
To bear the karmic implications of what I DID (as I took four children on a terrible trip) is a heavy load. STUPID HERE had faith that LOVE would PREVAIL. It always does in some way, shape in the movies, in novels. Even though my screenwriter was a secret cheat and liar, outwardly he was courtly and polite, a gentleman so the ETERNAL HAPPINESS that LOVE is supposed to bring, came for a long while. Just he got sloppy about cheating. It was too obvious. And I went into a pain/grief/ sorrow abyss.
But most of that THIRTY years there was superb hot sex/ passion and love. Don't know what he felt in the way of love. I never asked. ANY girl would probably rather be filled with that love, and maybe I WOULD MYSELF, had I to do it over again. The sad thing is that I CANNOT. Now I face aging, foodlessness, no marital pension, no Soc Secur check as I never had a job with W-2s, frequent threats of eviction from a real sadist landlady who raised rent on this tumbled cottage I gardened into beauty by 40% in one cruel turn. I face dying under a bridge with my cats. My children suffered immensely with MOM having a BF and they suffer now with no father, no inheritance. SO WOULD I DO IT OVER AGAIN? HOW NOT to when the DESTINY FAIRY doesn't show you the movie of where you're headed with a passionate love affair. No, MY LIFE is a shipwreck. I TEACH from the place of UTTER FAILURE. I am the crone who stands at a roadcrossing warning " DO NOT GO THIS WAY".THE LUCK IN LOVE SEMINAR is an online school. Free! To the 300 girls I KNOW of who took the course. I kept their addies and send new articles as gals write me. So only the ones who ever wrote me are on my list of 300 students. I believe thousands more saw the site.
Now, these girls didn't give me the classic criticism which is the allegation of GREED which I often get, like 'how crass, marrying a billionaire, how cold. How materialistic!"
Well, we are not personally after their money for ourselves. We are looking to create trickle down for the benefit of those 26,000 to 30,000 a day babies that die of starvation. WHere did I ever say that one penny of all those billions was FOR US? NOT A CENT! Two Armani suits, a winter cloth coat. some furlined boots and a few JimmyChoos we can make do. I AM talking about traveling the world and rigging an internat'l import/export biz done as a charity. DOING AN OPRAH takes a million and I mean spare change a million. SHOW biz is a fluke. One in a million makes it and prob is, a million greater beauties are trying to get in! That'll make you feel ugly right there.
But this is GOOD. See, NO MORE BEAUTIFUL GIRL THAN YOU is working HIGH SOCIETY! NO clever beauty is trying to hang at yacht club, private clubs, (ala LONDON, NYC, Hollywood) gals don't know the BLUE BLOOD upper echelon world. ALl they know is show biz agents and rock musicians stoned out of their minds.
Still this is the frequent criticism I GET from utter beauties, "Me be with some boring old fart? NEVER!!"
Darlings, these men are the smartest on the planet. You never get bored in their lives. You aren't sittin'around cutting bologna for their pals' crackers during Raiders games. THESE men are the super brainoids. Very interested in foreign policy, economics, and when a gal masters a bit of that, or has interesting conversation they are very impressed.
Another email came the very same morning, a critic named Sarah wrote: I understand what you're saying. Find a husband who supports you in your dreams and ambitions, who has his own and who has been successful at them.
Well, Sarah, what I was saying is FIND A BILLIONAIRE who adores you and
supports your concerns about the third world starving to death, a man
who has so many billions that the few thousand that you need to start
villages on their way to DESIGN EXPORTS is utter pocket change. And he
finds it folklorico that his cute little wife wants to go to AFRICA or
BOLIVIA and be a one woman Peace Corps and who sees that her idea is a
good one as BUSINESSES based on third world artisanry do real well.
(Pier 1, COST PLUS, all the fancy DECORATOR DESIGNER AREA shops with 3rd
world arts,) And one would hope this is a man who can let you rent a
security cop or two once you GET TO AFRICA, (10$ a day with gun!) before
you SAFARI into those villages that are already doing good weavings, who
just need a CRAFT HUT with bathrooms, TV, ARIAL or CABLE so the weavers
don't get bored, some sewing machines and MORE LOOMS, etc.and A.C.
We hope to have a team of beauties with teams of husbands with teams of
l0$ a day security cops going into villages in Ecuador,Bolivia,
Guatemala, (BEST embroiderers, WEAVERS ARE THERE.....) Laos, Vietnam,
(MOST TALENTED ARTISTS ARE THERE,) THAT IS SUCCESS, JOY, the lovein your
heart is for starving babies whose mommas need looms. Whose daddies need
those foot pedal irrigation systems that ROBERT REDFORD's charitable group
spread all over dry areas of Africa. For 78$ a third world man can bring water from
100 yards away instead of carrying water by bucket. A hose, this bicycle
thing, and that's it. a nozzle.
If you had that vision and ambition, you wouldn't waste a second on the
jerk: he's only 20 years old), and treats me like I am inferior. He
didn't buy my act when I tried to "sell myself".
EVEN if he gave you fantastic thrills of the heart and body, you
wouldn't go down that avenue.
Countless women send me stories of LOVE TORTURE they endured with some biker
some pool-playing village scumbag. I tell them: "AMAZING story. You're beautiful and a
23 yr old schlepper can put you down so that you're REELING in pain?????
THey answer "But I don't think I would care if I found a rich man who loved me
unless I felt that I really cared about him"
Like an addict saying, you want to give me caesar salad but I want the
same old chocolate fudge I'm addicted to.
A woman who wants to save 30,000 babies that die daily from that
starvation /death is a gal who takes on a husband as she takes on a law
partner. SIGNATURES and SHARED OFFICE SPACE! Who's saying it's like
embracing a leper!? Even if you do sleep with him/ When I was 30, my BF
was 60 and I WAS GONE GONE GONE over him.
Not that I did it but YOU PICK A MAN based on whether he will help you TO DO THE JOB better or
not. End of story. THE BEAUTY isn't thinking about thrills in her nethery regions, or as Church lady
says, "engorgement of the pink places" or whatever she calls it.
PASSION IS SUFFERING, it is addiction, it is THE ULTIMATE NEEDLE IN THE
ARM, yeah, I KNOW FIRST HAND. I'm like the old mermaid who says 'do not
sell your mermaid tail for legs to walk on earth and be loved by a human man
each step will hurt worse than it's worth. And I know about lost mermaid
tails first hand, I'll admit that I was a love junkie. And it hurt my
life and it hurt other lives. I was thirty he was sixty but he knew how
to make a heart sizzle like raw liver in a frying pan. IF THE AIM, the
supreme aim, is BEING AN EFFECTIVE TOOL OF CHARITY,of God's succor for a
suffering earth, then you don't even start with the needle in the arm
HOT FRYING PAN. You just swear off. You don't go there.
You date billionaires only, take the studies we offer, take the free
course, which this old, sad mermaid offers. The one that says 'stay a
mermaid, stay free, powerful, swim hard, and swim for the third world
starving babies. NOT FOR YOURSELF and the LOVE NEEDLE in your arm. BUT
DO MARRY A BILLIONAIRE.
WHEN I WAS l8-20, I dated PAULEY PETROLEUM's CEO ED PAULEY and the HEIR TO
PETROBRAS (brazilian Petroleum,) who later ran it Paolo Fernando
Macondes Ferraz. As I was waiting for BELLS to ring and liver to fry, I
could care less about those two guys. I PAID NO ATTENTION, less than I'd
pay to a subscription salesman on my doorstep.
NOW you claim you're DEDICATED TO BELLS RINGING, to your HEART FRYING
LIKE LIVER IN HOT OIL! Honey THAT Is not a logo you want to place on
your shield when you go fight the battle for GOD. That makes you look
like a drip. The bell on one side of the escutcheon, the frying heart in
the other, WHAT A FAMILY CREST that makes. DO NOT BE PROUD OF IT!
If 300 well trained beauties could swear off hunks, passion, and making
LOVE the GOD and IDOL they pray to, such girls could move mountains.
Gandhi organized the sudras of INDIA to make noise, to rattle the cage
bars and tumbled the ENGLISH COLONIZERS out!
What could we do? Well, you do....as I'm 75. Nothing but be an online blogger
but WHAT COULD YOU DO?????????
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