GETTING
a new life is about you provoking ‘feedback’ from a higher source, NEW
INPUT you might call it. Useful, new input.
To
really function like a GOD, and advise YOURSELF, all you have to do is
get the mind empty and peaceful as an airport landing field, turn on the
landing lights, get the control tower ready and invite this ‘new input’
to come ‘land’ on your field.
Let’s
practice this right now. See the picture of yourself enjoying the perfect
life that you really want. The one you have almost tried NOT to think about
as it too painful. No longer are you a hamster on a treadmill, working
40/7 and giving all the money to the landlord and utility companies. You’re
on the beach in Maui, your sweetheart by your side. I know, you gave up
on having any of this, but turn off the pain, take a mental Excedrin and
see yourself living that ideal life. See the details. Make it opulent.
It’s not a hotel it’s your own vacation home. Your entire family is there.
Even the dog.
Now,
you are going to fuse feeling, emotion (probably JOY) with this FUTURE
picture. Now, play handball off that vision and ask something. ‘What do
I have to do to get that situation? To go from here to there?’ That’s a
good question to ask yourself. Or “Do I know anyone who could help me get
it?’ Or “what do I have to STOP doing? What am I doing wrong that I’m not
achieving that life?” Now, most certainly, you will get something back
from your unconscious, as you’ve posed a question. You will get an answer.
It may be a NEW theorem. Me + X = Z. You know the value of Me and you know
what and where Z is, so what is the value of X? What is the X equation
that you have to figure out. What is the X you have to add to the ME?
This kind of mental algebra is difficult only if our minds are cluttered!! Oh admit it. Your brain is a clutter catastrophe. Every surface in your mind house is covered with triggers that go off all the time producing regret, sadness, grief. You’ve got shadowy ghosts, dusty junk, dating back to birth, every teddy bear and squeeze toy, and every object that ever touched your hand. Every sniffly hankie, ever tear-soaked corsage saved in the attic of your mind.
What
is more, that attic you carry on your shoulders is full of painful corners
that you won’t even GO INTO. You are filled with denial and aversion and
scar tissue. You can’t go in this corner as it reminds you of THIS. You
can’t do these things as you’ve created that LIMIT for yourself. You told
yourself, I can’t do that. I don’t do that well. DUST those corners out.
Hose them down. Open up your whole space. Scientology offers to get you
clear but it takes mega bucks. They audit you. I’ve known many scientologists
and while I know auditing works, I also know that you and a close bosom
buddy can do GESTALT
auditing just as easily and clean up that same mess..
The
second that you clean up your inner mess, life will get EASIER! Most meditation
schools teach that by controlling the mind you can pull it back, yank it
out of the storeroom if it ever goes there by going into a bliss meditation.
That works but Gestalt and Primal as well as Scientology, tell us that
the store room attic can be emptied out permanently.
Now,
the simple peasant way to erase sorrows, memories and scars? Well, it’s
part of the Primal technique. Remember the pain and have a good cry. When
the tears leave, IT leaves. (and ask me for the file on Primal Emotional
Release work. It’s akin to diskwipe, that old DOS command that leaves the
hard drive totally empty.
The
trick is to stop holding on to old stuff. DON’T BOTHER REMEMBERING WHAT
YOU SHOULD HAVE FORGOTTEN! It’s getting in the way of what you really WANT!
So right now, start doing “HEAD Housekeeping.”
Cleaning
the ‘brain’ is the only practice that give you a ‘l9-inch VGA mental monitor’
where you’re going to project color pictures of your future, where you’re
going to envision the life, the work required and even get feedback, a
kind of ‘e-mail’ from heaven.
You
can receive these messages and visions, you can create joy, peace, harmony
OUT OF THAT empty screen, that high powered mental PC. You can create a
fired up, high degree of creativity which can give you artistic talent
that you don’t SEEM TO have today. You can achieve fame, renown, rewards
like huge earnings and new joys as you devise ways to spend that money
doing what you and your loved ones dream.
All
that’s required is a clean attic, an empty brain or shall we say, controlling
your own attic equals heaven on earth. Certainly, incentive to FLATLINE
THE runaway stallion of the BRAIN.
Kick
start your POWER by dumping mental static. No more automatic thinking,
no more fear-based nightmare pictures, no processing stupid input from
radios, t.v., no endless correlating or tying in what you’re hearing with
YOUR life. No more inferring. No more reading MORE into things than was
intended. No more deducing. No random brain jabber-static, no more letting
random pictures ‘out there’ stimulate a receiver reacting, “IN THERE,”
and with it, all the fear, rage hormones.
You
WANT to enter the brain-free zone where you’re immune to it all. Put the
brain in the deep freeze! That means those jack-you-up fuels you’re used
to swigging all day which make you thinky, have to be tossed. Sayonara
coffee, Pepsi, Coke, tea as they make the ole brain shimmy and shake and
buzz like a cement mixer. You want no skull static. You want a total FLATLINE
on the brain-o-meter. NO LOAD IN THE HOLE! Brain ‘lite!’
When
you practice showing thoughts the door, gradually what will happen is,
you enter into the utter silence of the grandeur of the Majestic Silent
Forest mind. You will start to hear the silent rabbits that you never heard
before. You will even hear those little burps from the infinite dark lake
within, from the mud bed at the bottom of the soul, where it joins all
souls, little burps of cognition.
When
these tender pictures come, along come tender feelings. New to you. Tenderness
for the people in your life. Caring, compassion. What they did doesn’t
irritate you. You’re only compassionate that they were screwed up enough
to do that thing.
If
thoughts intrude, let their ripples spread, then die into a flatline. Note
the thought passing, then you go back to flatline. Maybe after a half hour
of peace, another little burp, something more significant. This new thought
says “I’m real, pay attention.” Say yes, and then go into flatline, letting
that information GO........ If it’s major important burp, write it down,
then get off it immediately.
This
discipline is about letting go, letting things move on. Not being like
a static-y t.v. screen, or not being constipated and HOLDING on to what
should move away.
Gradually
what happens is everything you THOUGHT was objectionable in your life passes
away, too! The drama of the insults of fate. The searing pain. You created
all those “tragedies” of joblessness, poverty, alienation, fights and break-up
with your previously THINKY mode, the monkey driving the jet plane mode.
You accidentally created disharmony. You let the devil in the door. But
those decisions are gone. You don’t have to live with the results of them.
You thought that mess was here to stay. No way Jose.
When
you are a clear, mountain pool, reactions to those things fall thru you
like space junk and disappear into the huge ocean. They don’t exist if
you don’t react to them. You don’t bother to dramatize. You just think,
“I caused it, I take responsibility, won’t do that twice,’ and you get
OFF IT. No ‘GOD, I did wrong! I’m so ad. I’m so sorry.” Hey, you were perfect.
You were ignorant at the time you did it, so forgive yourself ANYTHING
no matter what size, and go on knowing it was perfect.
FORGET
everything you ever knew or heard or cared about or thought was a guiding
philosophy of a fact relevant to your history. Forget the Drama of “MY
LIFE”. Any memory that comes up, let go. Your likes, hates. Vendettas,
people you don’t phone anymore and why. Forget it. Let the anger go and
envision this person with you holding their hand. This will get you the
people back. These events, vendettas and memories didn’t add up to anything
but you with some bigtime present time irritations. So don’t cherish pain!
DUMP
the causes of those irritations. And stop being so tacky, cheap and mean
to all those people. Why would you be --- if the vendetta died out of memory?
Tell you what—Let’s go flatline and see what soul wants to do about those
people and your life. See what God wants to do about tutoring those jerks
but loving them as you do it, loving them the way a puppy or a retard loves,
ardently.
Next,
to have better, higher level events, let the soul drive. Quiet the monkey
mind down. Let some higher force (higher than a few cups of gray mush programmed
to over react) make those life shaking decisions! The brain only sees black
and white, so why we call it ‘gray’ matter puzzles me! Ask the supremely
wise unconscious for insight. Keep asking until an answer comes, either
in dreams, meditation or while you’re washing dishes. But if you don’t
ask you don’t get.
Now
here’s the hard one. Cuz the others are EASY. LET no new ‘low grade’ info
into your head to LODGE in your brain. Any trivial info comes, look at
it, then absolutely forget it. Say you’re reading a book. (Books are ALLOWED
you know,) handle the data, write down on note pad, then get off it. FORGET
IT.
Letting
thoughts loll around making themselves at home in your brain is like inviting
tramps into your living room. They babble drunkenly, lips flapping, eat
like pigs, mess the floor so don’t even let ‘em in. Tend to them at the
front door, then say ‘goodbye’ nicely.
Do
not let a single low-grade thought lodge in your brain. Thoughts are tricky.
They try to engage you in processing, they want to convince you they’re
super meaningful; they want to get you clay-squeezing around in your own
viewpoint, as if there were decisions you’d have to make or re-make after
you checked your viewpoint.
There
isn’t anything to decide so don’t review incidents looking for viewpoint.
That’s meaningless babble. The source of all irritation, insanity, grief,
bad personal vibe and all losses. CUT YOUR LOSSES. STOP IT! Stop letting
thoughts
be the lieutenants giving orders to your brain to do research.
You
are not some alley tramp’s 24 hour a day secretary! You are a glorious,
empty kind person and your NEW, unfrowning FACE is gonna SHOW IT when you’ve
thoroughly emptied the room upstairs and put a FOR RENT sign on it so that
you can do your creative work in peace. And when you create, what happens
is the MUSES visit you. The BIG GUY upstairs, with his infinite interest,
can come visit your work place.
For
people who still want logical REASONS, on why should we want to STOP processing,
reviewing, doing viewpoint checks, liking, hating, deciding if we like
or hate? The reason is because they are all examinations of the PAST. THEY
ARE NOT RELEVANT to now. A viewpoint is just a photograph you made yesterday
of some other event and is another damn thing you should have forgotten.
Do
you want this LEAD CHAIN around your neck with pounds of stuff rattling?
This ‘charm bracelet’ around your neck? NO! Get rid of it, all the stolen
silverware, all the flatirons you were going to take into be repaired,
you’re WEARING THEM!
Get
and STAY absolutely EMPTY. The only chain you want might be a bead bracelet
or mantra prayer beads. Like a rosary, hold it in hand, pull it thru your
fingers. Keep a sentence you love going, “God and I are one, God and I
are one.” That mantra stuff is magic, and penetrates and dyes the mind
a nice color of lavender, and it will also build an epoxy firewall to keep
thoughts out.
Stay
empty as a freshly blown bubble and you’ll be more relaxed, more perceptive
and you’ll sleep longer. Important that you do sleep longer too. As we
get older, we have those ‘repeated awakenings’ which come from low blood
sugar, that isn’t perceived as hunger. But low blood sugar will wake one.
So reach out and eat. Yes, have a piece of cheese or avocado wrapped in
napkin or a plastic bag, have it hidden under the pillow, take a one inch
square, chew, swallow. Then, rinse mouth, without getting out of bed, with
a jug of water and glass that you keep by the bed, then go back to sleep.
SLEEP LONGER. 8 is barely enough. 9 is better.
PRACTICE
all these things. Memorize the list, FLATLINE EMPTY, FORGET, TRAMP THOUGHTS
STAY OUT. SLEEP LONG AND DEEP. Cuz only if you memorize them can you
practice them constantly. Catch yourself when you fall off.
Now,
with all that sleep and empty head you’ll be bright as a penny. The spark
of life will make REAL thoughts come, deep ones, perceptions, a sense of
your truest yearnings. The willingness to commit to the work necessary
to ‘bring these ambitions’ to fruition.
Another
thing, your brain synapses will start to crackle and pop. That only happens
in an oxygenated (think ‘rested’ mind.) What’s nice is that if you want
real depth of thought and gorgeous cinerama thoughts, you have only to
go to the mountains near water, hike for a while, smell flowers, eat fruit
and inhale deeply and you can create a mental feast of high grade realizations,
epiphanies, or as we said in the sixties, ‘a trip.’ So now you have the
handles on your own dashboard, in your control. Air. Good air.
Feed
your brain oxygen, the unconscious comes awake. It can more easily get
thru to a clear, rational mind and you’ll have multi-dimensional thinking.
You will have ideas pingpong off gray cells, creating new ideas.New gestalts.You
never have one idea, you will have progressions. Abundance is the central
principle of the universe. Mitosis. One creates two creates four. Everything
grows, left on its own, ---- well—FUELED with oxygen, but basically left
on its own.
You
will come up with instant METAPHORS, perceive SYMBOLS, perceive synchronicity
and coincidences and HEAR the HIDDEN VOICE-advice that the universe is
giving you. The true path will open as your faith in a supreme guide is
restored.
You
will begin to frequently hear the words of the higher self as your own
mind is no longer babbling some trash agenda. You will create a new, vigorously
fired up creativity in your waking hours from this practice, and become
a millionaire in a year. Your unconscious will figure out the way to do
it if, from time to time you ask it to do so. Because the LINE of communication
will be crystal CLEAR, open.
So,
FLATLINE, FORGET everything and DON’T LET NEW INFO IN. Stay empty. Sleep
more. Use CHEESE if you wake. Occasionally ask your GODhead to produce
something MATERIAL. See, He’s the only one who can create miracles. Not
you. Not your brain. The brain has about as much depth as a pool of spit,
as much will power as a glass of orange juice. The brain is what gets addicted
to all time wasters, energy wasters. IT FEEDS on them. It’s addicted to
them .That’s what being bored is, a sign the addicted brain is feeling
itself to be still. And yet the stillness of the soul is where you get
the ‘juice!’ And to think, all these years, you’ve been relying on this
monkey to guide you. You abandoned the OVERSOUL because you thought the
ego was GOD. You went with the EGO, forgetting YOU REALLY WERE GOD, on
a higher level. Or as my guru says, “YOU INVENTED THE EGO BECAUSE YOU FORGOT
YOU WERE GOD!” (For chapters of his unpublished book, give me your email
address.)
PRACTICE
this Clear Mind program. Sure, you’ll fall off the practicing in the first
ten minutes and catch yourself babbling with the tramp who suddenly seems
to LIVE in your mind. Toss the bugger out and get back to the grande nada.
Learn to eliminate the ‘brigand thought’ in one split second without holding
on to it because the thought seems valuable. Why? Because it really is
an enemy that pushes your buttons and causes you to react with negative
emotions. You cannot tolerate thoughts that make you clench or cringe.
First
thing that happens while you’re trying to practice not thinking, is you
find the mind virtually broadcasting like a radio left on. Diaharea of
the mind. Background noise, not MUZAK. You’re driving down the street,
seeing this memory, that thought, that stimuli to some dumb, inner conversation,
and suddenly, you’re leaking energy all over the boulevards, worse than
ever.
People
have tried to shut this brain down. They give up coffee, thinking that
would take the starch out, make them more peaceful. Almost the SAME battle
as with caffeine. Then in that first week you’re catching yourself making
the thinking mistake all the time. You stop yourself, and then you do it
all over again.
Have
you ever had a tray of one inch baby plants, you plant a few, the sun hits
them, they die. You plant a few more out in the yard, they dry up. Finally
one grabs and you have riotous bloom. Practicing a new mental habit is
just as hard. You try it a hundred times before you get one moment clear
and golden and beautiful and then, a whole afternoon of it.
Brainlessness
is the ground floor for miracles and power. When you’re truly brainless,
you can perfect the art of spending time daydreaming about the positive
things you want in your life and seeing what chores or habits or efforts
you’re going to have to do regularly to get these cherished dreams. You’re
going to have to talk BACK to the oversoul when the channels are clear
AND get your unconscious interested in these worldly agendas. And maybe
even, occasionally, ask your unconscious what ITS agenda might be. What
you might have promised God you’d do when you got here, this time.
And
then you find there are two of you in the cabin. You don’t have to steer
it yourself all the time. You can relax. Funny, but how this works is that
soon, ‘those wild ideas replace the old banal ones. Life triggers recognition
scenes, hunches, lightning bolts. Life sends you synchronicities and stimuli
and you go Eureka! THAT’S IT! It all came together! There’s a co-pilot
here!
And
when that kind of stuff is going on daily, next time that doorbell rings,
it won’t be a tramp. It’ll be your ultimate DREAM... what you envisioned.
At your door. These are the rules to hang on the wall, NEAR
that door.
1.
We all work with One Infinite Power.
2. The Secret is the Law of Attraction. (LOA)
3. Whatever is going on in your mind is what you are attracting.
4. We are like magnets - like attracts like. You become AND attract
what you think.
5. Every thought has a frequency. Thoughts send out a magnetic energy.
6. People think about what they don't want and attract more of the same.
7. Thought = creation. If these thoughts are attached to powerful emotions
(good or bad) that speeds the creation.
8. You attract your dominant thoughts.
9. Those who speak most of illness have illness, those who speak
most of prosperity have it..etc..
10. It's not "wishful" thinking.
11. You can't have a Universe without the mind entering into it.
12. Choose your thoughts carefully .. you are a masterpiece of your life.
13.
It's OK that thoughts don't manifest into reality immediately (if
we saw a picture of an elephant and it instantly appeared, that would be
too soon)
14. EVERYTHING in your life you have attracted .. accept that fact .. it's
true.
15. Your thoughts cause your feelings.
16.
We don't need to complicate all the "reasons" behind our emotions. It's
much simpler than that. Two categories .. good feelings, bad feelings.
17.
Thoughts that bring about good feelings mean you are on the right track.
Thoughts that bring about bad feelings means you are not on the right track.
18. Whatever it is you are feeling is a perfect reflection of what is in
the process of becoming.
19. You get exactly what you are FEELING.
20. Happy feelings will attract more happy circumstances.
21.
You can begin feeling whatever you want (even if it's not there).. the
universe will correspond to the nature of your song.
22. What you focus on with your thought and feeling is what you attract
into your experience.
23. What you think and what you feel and what actually manifests is ALWAYS
a match - no exception.
24. Shift your awareness.
25. "You create your own universe as you go along" - Winston Churchill
26. It's important to feel good (
( ( (((good))) ) ) )
27. You can change your emotion immediately .. by thinking of something
joyful,singing a song,remembering
a happy experience.
28. When you get the hang of this, before you know it, you will KNOW you
are the creator.
29. Life can and should be phenomenal .. and it will be when you consciously
apply the Law of Attraction.
30. Universe will re-arrange itself accordingly.
31. Start by using this sentence for all of your wants: "I'm so happy and
grateful now that.... "
32. You don't need to know HOW the Universe is going to rearrange itself.
33. LOA is simply figuring out for yourself what will generate the positive
feelings of having it NOW.
34. You might get an inspired thought or idea to help you move towards
what you want faster.
35. The Universe likes SPEED. Don't delay, don't second-guess, don't doubt..
36. When the opportunity or impulse is there .. ACT
37. You will attract everything you require - money, people, connections..
PAY ATTENTION to what's being set in front of you.
38. You can start with nothing .. and out of nothing or no way - a WAY
will be provided.
39. HOW LONG??? No rules on time .. the more aligned you are with positive
feelings the quicker things happen.
40. Size is nothing to the Universe (unlimited abundance if that's what
you wish) We make the rules on size and time.
41. No rules according to the Universe .. you provide the feelings of
having it now and the Universe will respond.
42.
Most people offer the majority of their thought in response to what they
are observing (bills in the mail, being late, having bad luck...etc..)
43. You have to find a different approach to what is through a different
vantage point.
44. "All that we are is a result of what we have thought" - Buddha
45. What can you do right now to turn your life around?? Gratitude!
46. Gratitude will bring more into our lives immediately.
47.
What we think about and THANK about is what we bring about.
48. What are the things you are grateful for?? Feel the gratitude.. focus
on what you have right now that you are grateful for.
49. Play the picture in your mind - focus on the end result.
50. VISUALIZE!!! Rehearse your future.
51. VISUALIZE!!! See it, feel it! This is where action begins.
52. Feel the joy .. feel the happiness :o)
53. An affirmative thought is 100 times more powerful than a
negative one.
54. "What this power is, I cannot say. All I know is that it exists."
Alexander Graham Bell
55. Our job is not to worry about the "How". The "How" will show up out
of the commitment and belief in the "what"
56.
The Hows are the domain of the Universe. It always knows the quickest,
fastest, most harmonious way between you and your dream.
57.
If you turn it over to the Universe, you will be surprised and dazzled
by what is delivered .. thisis where
magic and miracles happen.
58. Turn it over to the Universe daily.. but it should never be a chore.
59.
Feel exhilarated by the whole process .. high, happy, in tune!
60. The only difference between people who are really living this way
is they have habituated ways of being.
61. They remember to do it all the time.
62.
Create a Vision Board .. pictures of what you want to attract .. every
day look at it and get into the feeling state of already having acquired
these wants.
63. "Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life's coming attractions."
- Albert Einstein
64. Decide what you want .. believe you can have it, believe you deserve
it, believe it's possible for you.
65. Close your eyes and visualize having what you already want - and the
feeling of having it already.
66. Focus on being grateful for what you have already .. enjoy it!! Then
release into the Universe. The Universe will manifest it.
67.
"Whatever the mind of man can conceive, it can achieve" - W. Clement Stone
68. Set a goal so big that if you achieved it, it would blow your mind.
69. When you have an inspired thought, you must trust it and act on it.
70. How can you become more prosperous?? INTEND IT!!
71. 'Checks are coming in the mail regularly'... Change your bank statement
to whatever balance you want in there..
and
get behind the feeling of having
abundance.
72. Life is meant to be abundant in ALL areas...
73. Go for the sense of inner joy and peace then all outside things appear.
74. We are the creators of our universe.
75. Relationships: Treat yourself the way you want to be treated by others
.. love yourself and you will be loved.
76. Healthy respect for yourself.
77. For those you work with or interact with regularly .. get a notebook
and write down positive aspects of each of those people.
78.
Write down the things you like most about them (don't expect change from
them). Law of attraction will not put you in the same space together if
your frequencies don't match.
79. When you realize your potential to feel good, you will ask no one to
be different in order for you to feel good.
80.
You will free yourself from the cumbersome impossibilities of needing to
control the world, your friends, your mate, your children....
81. You are the only one that creates your reality.
82. No one else can think or feel for you .. its YOU .. ONLY YOU.
83. Health: thank the Universe for your own healing. Laugh, stress free
happiness will keep you healthy.
84. The immune system will heal itself.
85. Parts of our bodies are replaced every day, every week..etc... Within
a few years we have a brand new body.
86. See yourself living in a new body. Hopeful = recovery. Happy = happier
biochemistry. Stress degrades the body.
87. Remove stress from the body and the body regenerates itself. You can
heal yourself!
88.
Learn to become still .. and take your attention away from what you don't
want, and place your attention on what you wish to experience.
89.
When the voice and vision on the inside become more profound and clear
than the opinions on the outside, then you have mastered your life.
90. You are not here to try to get the world to be just as you want it.
You are here to create the world around you that you choose.
91. And allow the world as others choose to see it, exist as well.
92.
People think that if everyone knows the power of the LOA there won't be
enough to go around .. This is a lie that's been ingrained in us and makes
so any greedy.
93. The truth is there is more than enough love, creative ideas, power,
joy, happiness to go around.
94.
All of this abundance begins to shine through a mind that is aware of it's
own infinite nature. There's enough for everyone. See it. Believe
it. It will show up for you.
95. So let the variety of your reality thrill you as you choose all the
things you want.. get behind the good feelings of all your wants.
96.
Write your script. When you see things you don't want, don't
think about them, write about them, talk about them, push against
them, or join groups that focus on the don't wants... remove your
attention from don't wants.. and place them on do wants.
97. We are mass energy. Everything is energy. EVERYTHING.
98. Don't define yourself by your body .. it's the infinite being that's
connected to everything in the universe.
99.
One energy field. Our bodies have distracted us from our energy. We are
the infinite field of unfolding possibilities. The creative force.
100.
Are your thoughts worthy of you? If not - NOW is the time to change them.
You can begin right were you are right now.Nothing
matters but this moment and what you are focusing your attention on.
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NOTE:
This was written during an unusual
FIXED STAR GRAND SQUARE a few days before an ECLIPSE. In astrological terms,
a fixed sign grand square with an eclipse (!!) is about manifesting things
in reality. (essence of what FIXED SIGNS ARE ABOUT.) Making them happen with just thought forms. All planets, luminaries
were in fixed signs when I wrote this, a few years back during the exact
minute of a momentous fixed sign convergence.
FIXED SIGNS rule the reality that endures, they are symbolized in astrology as the tamasic NOUN, Not the rajaistic CARDINAL signs which are like an action VERB and not the reacting, sattvic, mutable sign ADVERB. And the NOUN is what The Master Jules writes about. Creating reality with thought forms. Visit his site and check the articles & If anyone wants some of Jules chapters mailed them, email me Anita Sands Hernandez at astrology @ earthlink.net. I was transcriber/ typist for him for his last few years.
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